Diary of a seed (26/09/2017)
we have really become very close and sharing my joy and grief is something I enjoy doing with you my dear diary. Sometimes I envy my younger siblings cause they go about doing things they want to do, being who they are created to be. I know its not good to envy but I can’t help it. I always have this dream of my parents seeing me the way they see my junior one’s, seeing that I’m just a child like they are, seeing that I also have dreams and ambition. I have a dream of becoming a model, but because of who my father is, I have no support from my parents to u actualize that dream. Despite having all it takes to be a model I know it may never happen because, not all dreams come true especially when your dream is not your parent’s dream. Don’t get me wrong, I respect my parents. I only wish they respect my decision.
I’m glad I’ve got someone who understands me better than anyone would, which is my creator, and I know he’ll make a way where there seems to be no way. In him I put my trust and as long as I have him, I know I’ll be fine.
If I may ask, is it a sin to be a model? Can’t I bring Christ to this industry? Seriously am very confused!.
OK dear diary, till I talk to you again.
I would appreciate profound an answers to save me from this state of confusion.
I want to be a fashion model but my parents says it’s a no go area.
This is a cry for help
Help Me, Talk to me!!!